ramblings mixed with some motivational pictures for myself.
-i have yet to even start my 2011 goals list. i am re-thinking my process and hopeful outcome of this list and if the overall goal :) of it changes so might the things on it. but i'm super excited to get it down. and i'm thinking of posting some of them in our house from time to time so i remember them.
-i have been these weird dizzy-type instances for a week now. last week i had to leave work because starring at the computer with them was making me nauseous and i even went to the doctor for it (dumb idea!). pretty sure it's due to the muscles in the back of my neck. with working on my back & core muscles, i have been sore for a long time. but there are other things i need to work on to improve the quality of life of my neck. another step i took today was putting my computers at work up on blocks pretty high. darn long torso makes being ergonomically correct difficult and funny looking.
-i have made the decision to stay away from the doctor unless i'm sure i need some sort of prescription. every time i go i get no help, no suggestions. all i get is money out of my pocket and a prescrition that may or may not help or that i can't use unless absolutely necessary. my body and i will fix and take care of ourselves.
-i am greatly enjoying my holiday treats and sweets. 5 lbs worth to be exact. i'm so ready for this season to be over with and to get back on a routine and conquer my poor snacking habits that have resurfaced. in june, i'll be glad i started in january!
-she makes me hurt. he makes me hurt. these apply to too many people that i have measured myself and my life by. no longer. i measure my life by my happiness, by time spent doing what i want, by the smiles i create & that are around me. it's time to have a year free of wanting people to be people they clearly aren't and expecting them to do things they clearly don't want to do. onward & upward!
-i cannot get a handle on my hair situation. i don't have a style for it. it is always frizzy. there are too many broken hairs. i am determined to continue to try different products/theories and win this battle! i need to go to a real hair stylist asap!
-sometimes i just want to shake people. i want to shake them and say wake up. or stop for a second. take a look around you. look at what you have. look at what you are doing. look what you have done for yourself. you're amazing and doing great and i'm so proud of you. and you should be so proud of yourself too. :: but how do you say that to someone? how do you make them realize or see it? i am determined to find a non-creepy way to get that across!
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