had a bit of an abrubt turn of events yesterday at work. instead of being done at the end of august or beginning of september, i am now done as of friday... meaning i have no job, no plan, and no back up plan. i am a planner. which means this action caused a bit of grief, worry and panic. and by bit i mean ginormous amounts. i have come to realize worry and panic do not help matters and am attempting to keep my "positive pants" on. yesterday was tough but i made it through and did not completely break, so i am dealing with it.
i feel like i should be doing so much more with my life and that there's gotta be something more out there for me, i just don't know how to find it, or see it, or know what it is. i believe that once i know what "it" is that i can reach it, obtain it, accomplish it, accel at it. i just need to know what it is!!!!!!!!!
frustrating and uneasy, but i will deal with it, push through it and in the end, i will love it.
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