so, i totally lied in the title of my last blog. i am still having a bad week. it didn't turn decent, it's still not good..... below is a small list of why it's a bad week...
#1-NO sunshine!!!
#2-stressed about where i was gonna live, which led to the future, which led to me realizing i know nothing about the future, which led to even more stress, which led to... well, you get the picture.
#3-spilled half a bottle of diet dr. pepper in my purse. it was everywhere. it was even dripping out the bottom of my purse before i realized the cap wasn't on all the way.
#4-lost a mitten. i took my winter stuff home last weekend thinking it was gonna be nice out now, but left one pair of mittens with me because of my "irritated capalaries" (direct quote from my doctor). yup, i lost just one of my mittens
#5-the wind and snow and ice and rain today
#6-the wind blowing part of the gutter outside my window off so now it bangs against my bedroom window every time the wind blows. should be fun trying to sleep tonight.
#7-as i was walking around the corner of the building where al and i ate tonight (i had my head down so as not to get the rain on my glasses) i ran my head, hard!, into the corner of a brick over-hang thing. it hurt!
#8-al apparently has not yet learned how to deal with me when i get hurt. i need to take some time to make sure i'm ok and to try to hold back any unnecessary tears. well, not even a second after i hit my head, he yells at me (probably because it was windy and he thought i might not hear him, but it was a yell, none the less) to let him see it. being that i'm having a bad week and stressed out, i yell back at him. harshly.
#9-so, now not only does my head hurt, but i feel bad for yelling at al.
#10-and the pizza we ate makes my stomach unhappy.
#11-so i'm driving in the rain, with my boy who won't talk to me other then to tell me where to turn, with my head pounding, my teeth hurting because i smacked them together when i hit my head, an upset stomach, trying with all my might not to let the tears that have been stuffed up inside for a week come out, trying with no success to avoid the massive pot holes in the roads...
#12-i get to al's house to drop him off, figuring it would be a good thing to just go to bed at this point, and i apologize for yelling at him. i was hoping to explain why it happened, and what does he do? well, he's a typical male, so he says have a good night in a not very nice tone and leaves. doesn't apologize back or even try to listen... ugh!! MEN!!!!
#13-oh yeah, and it's my least favorite time of the quarter at work and i have a ton of not so fun writing to do
anyway, there are other little things but i feel a little better now having vented.....
can't wait for this week to Be over.....
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